is it just me or is it unhealthy to be with your family for a few days straight, i have just overdosed, ive just come home to my place for a little detox, yes christmas was ok its never great anymore thats cause im a grown up or am i? im the guy when friends and family come over for the holidays i still want to sit at the kids table and hang out and play ping pong or pinball, and yes i am the ping pong champion of the 2003 christmas season just cause i beat a bunch of 13year olds and under shouldnt mean to much these kids are in thier prime arent they?big show monday cant wait to play, ive written alot lately just about stuff, ive been thinking way to much lately aswell which has got to stop im bombarding my head and it wont slow down so if it explodes now you know why, i should take bob marleys advice and "dont worry about a thing ,cause every little things gonna be alright " so it goes