Jambo! Thats hello in Swahili learn something new here everyday dont you? Sometimes useless for sure but new nevertheless (im a fan of that word three words in one ...neat!) as per usual things have been quite interesting in my life the last little while we just came off a little road trip to Ottawa where we had a show @ the Live Lounge heres a little background- The Live Lounge is a rock venue owned by a radio station in Ottawa called live 88.5 if you live in O-town this is the station you need to be listening to theyve continue to give us heaps of support and airplay and we just plain love them we do (said in a drawly southeren accent) They really are innovators i mean how many other radio stations do you know that have bars to play in? Yeah none cause there arn't any..... these guys do it right...moving on. The show was a sell out we played with R-Mistake and a Kitchener Band called Jen Militia both very good the latter i would say was exceptional amazing presence and energy it was all there had a chance to meet and talk with Mike (lead singer) and a few other members...great people! We played pretty well i have it taped thanks to our video man from Ottawa you rock!!! Oh yeah also thanks to Nat McDonald for taking photos im gonna post them below...you Nat! You also rock!!!!!(5 exclaimation marks for you...count'em 5!) In sound check we sucked you know im a little well...neurotic or as some have suggested insane mental an idiot the list goes on and on and is getting bigger by the day howe-v-e-r!!! After reviewing the tape i have come to the conclusion that there are many things that live up in my head and one of them is delusion Yes!!! It is true i can be somewhat delusional (new one for the list) I am able to convince myself often that we suck and im glad to say that im recently of the opinion that even if we played a show that we considered our worst ever it would'nt suck and thats a good feeling to have...keep in mind that i may lose this feeling once ive had enough time to forget about this new opinion we'll see i guess.

Im almost sure that all the information ive gathered about woman over the years is useless...i know nothing...nothing...i think? its so hard to tell sometimes ive been a single guy for a little while now which is something that i dont neccesarily mind i think...i mean im pretty sure that im the King of failed relationships...im not feeling sorry for myself just the way it is
its so hard to find that balance you know where 2 people like each other the same amount just the same its usually lopsided some people i know just trod on and accept a less than fulfilling mudane existance with thier other i guess because they get comfortable or scared that theres nobody else out there they kinda settle you know? Many are afraid of being alone...because well...being alone can suck! I should know, but im not afraid of it i think it makes people stronger (or crazy)..kidding...where am i going with this? I dont know but to quote a wise man "becareful what you give up to early because youre not getting it back" I had to throw that one in there its so true im beginning to notice, you know whats sad is that im more afraid of love these days than lonliness i mean falling for someone is pressure filled you got so much to lose you know? Fuck i get the shakes just thinking about it, this i know is probably not the healthiest perspective but what am i gonna do? Im sure i'll figure it out one day .......actually you know what?.....thats bullshit im not sure i'll ever figure this stuff out...so i guess i'll just keeping writing songs and stories in the meantime...wish me luck....have a great week whoever you are.

pullie out