boring...boring...boring....cant move cant sleep cant eat but i can drink and smoke and snort and forget for awhile but never for too long nope never for too long...i guess thats just the way it is love comes and goes and slows or grows....neil young put it best "only love can break your heart, try to be sure right from the start" no one wins when things dont work out noone! i must say im getting tired of trying...as much as i think i know....... i nothing absolutely nothing and whats worse is im continually knowing less and less...things like life and future and right and wrong are not as clear as they once were.....im harder now a product of bullshit...bullshit priorities skipping over what is actually important for bullshit self indulgent bullshit...blow up your t.v.

goodnight

pullie