the plot? i once used to be a man who had lost the the plot....but now it seems im all safe and healthy and living a good clean life ..well mostly...and im fucking bored....so im thinking maybe i should go off the deep end i mean when i was a semi junky i felt i mean really felt life and i wrote and i felt and i cried and thought about bad things like leaving this earth and every morning i woke up i wanted to put a hole through my wall or just go back to sleep and i couldnt eat...ok maybe things are good now...i'll shut up now...big show friday be there its my birth celebration

nevik