is it just me or is it unhealthy to be with your family for a few days straight, i have just overdosed, ive just come home to my place for a little detox, yes christmas was ok its never great anymore thats cause im a grown up or am i? im the guy when friends and family come over for the holidays i still want to sit at the kids table and hang out and play ping pong or pinball, and yes i am the ping pong champion of the 2003 christmas season just cause i beat a bunch of 13year olds and under shouldnt mean to much these kids are in thier prime arent they?big show monday cant wait to play, ive written alot lately just about stuff, ive been thinking way to much lately aswell which has got to stop im bombarding my head and it wont slow down so if it explodes now you know why, i should take bob marleys advice and "dont worry about a thing ,cause every little things gonna be alright " so it goes

very close to a cd with the art work done happy days will definitly have some 4 sale at the next show this pleases me very much, christmas on the other hand does not, i sometimes wish i was a child again, because then it was exciting i was naive and just happy about everything, but these days christmas is a time that reminds me off loss, so it goes

almost christmas and i have done no shopping, oh yeah by the way i apologize for my lack of journal writing this was just a momentary lapse of motivation, but now im back!!!!!!!!!any how just talked to a friend who is travelling to a remote part of newfoundland for christmas to see the family i hope you are driving safely, we have a gig coming up at lees palace on the 29th and i am pumped the boys are gelling nicely, going to a friends tonight to finish the art work on the 6 song sampler cd, hopefully we can make a bit of money on these and put it back in 4 recording purposes, ive been working on a new song about a new friend , and another about an experience i had on a bus, my roommate and i have decided someone has to go not that we are not friends its just one thing to be ones pal and another to live with them, anybody looking 4 a room in the city?

cold why so cold? dark why so dark? i should be used to this by now but im not oh well ........in brighter news the saturday show was alot of fun due to the energy transference between us and the crowd, thats the way it should be a perfect recipricating relationship.
indecision?????i seem to be paralyzed with this disorder, but in the rare times i find clarity it is blissful and indecision falls away some where . like a televsion remote in the cushions of your couch and then its found again but something is lost in the exchange, i wont complain about it its simply an observation ah ye indecision
must go play some guitar now or maybe i will write some more no i think i'll watch some tv if i could only find the remote ..........goodnight

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