Laughter and tears are both responses to frustration and exhaustion. I myself prefer to laugh, since there is less cleaning up to do afterward.
Kurt Vonnegut

ok so its super late night just came back from a super awesome jam with super awesome genuine people with good hearts and souls...bright souls....bright eyes...honest eyes...say no more..have a happy new year

Holy cowabunga! Way too much festive stuff over the last few days my liver is shivering and needs a rest and so it will be. Had a great Christmas got to catch up with alot of friends and spent some quality time with my family. Got into some good conversations about life and love and ideals etc which is something im always trying to figure out, not sure if im getting any closer to figuring anything out but it is fun to talk.....anyway thats all i got

pullie

Happy Holidays i hope youre all happy and healthy and with the ones you love...i am and it feels good, just a little time in this environment is pretty centering...the ole love thing you know? Works everytime..... well thats it then hope you got lots of nice stuff almost Turkey time...oh before i go have you seen this guy? Inspiring!Human spirit triumphing brings a tear to the eye doesnt it? It may be better than "RUDY" getting into that final game.


all the best

pullie

So there you have it, this is not gospel to me by any means it is simply what it is and it is thought provoking take from it what you will..if nothing else it forces you to look at things a little closer...for me im trying to understand who i am who we are and what the hell were doing here ...i dont know why i ve just always been fascinated with these questions maybe the chip in my head is malfunctioning....right?

pullie

part 4

love....love....what else is there?
its the only thing that makes us happy and its the only thing that brings us to our knees and its the only thing worthwhile in this life...because love is life...so love!!!and if you dont have it search for it because its out there and maybe it be very illusive or right under your nose but the thirst for love it always comes and never goes..hallelujah!and goodnight.

p to the u to the l to the l to the i to the e

part 3

part 2

So im posting a 5 part series from a chapter in a movie that is more than a little bit interesting these clips are from the 3rd of three chapters in this documentary...im gonna post one a day there pretty short and they will be be posted in running order heres the first one(if you wanna see it the whole thing just you tube Zeitgeist) and prepare to be really enlightened and probably a little scared.

By the way thanks to all of you great people who came to our first annual Holiday Bash pretty sure that was the best attended event that we have ever organized....and thanks for the food donations, thats gonna help alot of people out this Holiday season.You guys are AWESOME!

PULLIE

OUT

please watch this and then tell your friends....you need to know this!!!


http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/

late night just got back rehearsal ive been doing a bit of writing totally inspired from tonights rehearsal and sooooooooo looking forward to tommorow errr well i guess tonights show it 130 wow where does the time go?

see ya tonight!

pullie

Ok im back from mars.....looking forward to Fridays show bigtime! If youre on our mailing list you will be given all the dets by tommorow as well as a Christmas Gift from us to you and instructions on what to do to obtain your gift we really hope you like it! We do! Ok so check your mailboxes tommorow and happy holidays!!!

pullie

random idiotic transcedental slow breaking waves


experimental spermicide
its the love you cant deny
i walked up those stairs
i was looking everywhere
because i read a book that made me think
of love and life and all the things
yeah all the things the important things
it took me time to find these words
but all good things come to those who wait
i heard that once and so they say
but they say alot of things and i try not to listen
i like a melody i like a a groove
i like honesty and someone with nothing to prove
.....to me who- just- lets- it -be
no mystery
its in the eyes you know? you know?
the window to the soul did they look you in the eyes?
did they look you in the eyes?
did t-h-e-y l-o-o-k y-o-u in the eyes?
this is c.i.a. shit dont you know i read it in a book and a friend confirmed it so
so take your pictures off the wall and when you see....... that .......show....... pay a little more
attention before you say hello
when i say "say hello" i mean well........ i mean ?
just dont take it! ask some questions! ask what the fuck is going on?
or just pretend you are a pineapple farmer
based in vietnam
and if that dont make sense and your stuck .......thats your problem pal youre outta luck


ching ching

pullie

Got me a couple of new Vonnegut books Cats Cradle and Bluebeard currently zipping through Cats....do yourself a favour and read some of his books they are awesome make you laugh make you think etc... Went to a little jam after rehearsal last night very good times indeed ,jamming with probably the most talented multi instrumentalists in the country aswell as being an all round good guy Derek Downham, the guys lives inside music its awe inspiring playing with that guy check out some of his bands Trophy The Beautiful Unknown or just his solo stuff i think you will like, alright chow for now.

note: some of the heavy or what may be percieved as being heavy shit that i write is really just stream of consciousness stuff that i just let out because im of the mind that everything means something so i just write what im thinking or feeling its a cathartic exercise try it yourself sometime. If they evoked any emotion or shock out of you the reader then they have served thier purpose...i can understand that some of what is written is pretty raw and sometimes im like do i want people to read this? But i push the publish button anyway cause it is what it is....here i am qualifying again...ive been called the constant qualifier by ....well..... you know who you are.

have a good weekend muchachos

PuLliE

words and feeling


show some composure son
act like youve been here before
my hearts beating through my chest and i dont know what for
have another cigarette
have another up and down
bring the world a treasure chest
lets have a digital pow wow
do you really mean it yet?
are those the pictures in your head
just what you thought that they might be?
lets have a cigarette

isabella, isabella rossalini
when she spoke she said it best
oh yeah so brilliant.... to some, but a loser to the rest
and if i,
if i could make a guess
id like to make a guess
assuming we all do our best...consider
its not a wall its just a fence
but now the readers say this aint a holiday
yeah they say this aint a holiday this aint a holiday
what i meant to say
just doesnt matter anyway
its just a stream you know? know what i mean? i know you do
and im talikng, talking to you
so i apologize
i did not rationalize, i acted, reflex, instinctual press
i did not mean to say 90% of what i said, oh yeah i did
i did not mean to say 10% of what i said
the rest i did
and i wish you all the best with your cocaine and youre cigarettes
i hope you get out of where you went and get some smiles
and payback what was lent to you
theyre only words this much is true so i'll be me and you be you
stake your claim
there is no blame
its not my windmill anyway

one foot in front of the next and repeat

I like it when it rains I like going for walks in the rain
theres nobody else around usually this is what appeals to me
staring at my feet and the pavement one foot in front of the next and repeat
theres a few people out some coming my way but
i dont make eye contact, that would mean i might have to say hello
and tonight on this cold rainy night i dont want to talk to anyone
tonight i want to think, no interruptions thanks....i continue along and now I imagine that my eyes are a lens's and this is a movie
and i begin to imagine the soundtrack to this particular scene
some sort of wandering jazz perhaps led by a sax
its the night after a large storm a night after a large soiree at my place
i spent most of the day in bed as i do from time to time
i dont feel too bad hangover wise, mentally pretty good kinda lethargic and reflective
sundays kind of do that to me always have, the end of the week and tommorow begins a new one
i continue along and notice that the pubs not open, strange i think to myself then i guess alot of places didn't open due to the storm
theres a model train store across the road must be one of the only ones in the city
i cant imagine there would be many of them and this ones been around for years well thats what the sign says anyway
never got into model trains myself i did like most boys enjoy those electric grand prix tracks, it was hot wheels who did it best the double loops were awesome
one foot in front of the next and repeat
i wonder what she's doing tonight i wonder if i made the right decision i wonder if im making the right decisions now
i wonder who goes to see Blade Runner "uncut" on a Sunday night at an old one screen movie theatre?
Maybe I'll head in there sometime its closeby would i go and see blade runner uncut? I dont know?
Note to self "check out scheds and showtimes there might be something good playing there"
one foot in front of the next and repeat
Lots restaurants along here they seem so lonely tonight i guess dinners over
i think to myself i'd kinda like to have my own little restaurant something romantic about the idea
theres some really big puddles on the sides of the road and i realize i could get pounded by a wave if im not careful
I lived above a store once so im now looking in the windows above the stores across the street and wondering
"what those apartments are like inside" theres a nice warm golden glow coming out of a few of them, i like warm glows
at the store i ask the man if i got pay $6.95 for this National Geographic intsead of $4.95 American with the Canadian buck so high now and he say yeah "are you sure" ...."yeah" he says "they dont change this one yet" ..."great!..oh well i still buy it some smokes the very fat Saturday Star and a 2litre bottle of coke....gimme some sugar!
"thanks see you later"....."bye have a goodnight" he says...im in no real rush alone with my thoughts i begin wondering about........
one foot in front of the next and repeat


pullie