do we love because we know that nothing lasts forever? i mean if we lived forever love would be worth less would it not? is it the fact that we go away that we love and feel that things are precious?i mean if we lived forever things would mean so much less, wouldnt we get tired of things and people? these are just questions that i ask the world, and if anybody has any insight please email me your thoughts cause i would like to know

i love love the whole idea of love, conditional unconditional it doesnt matter but what makes us love ?and is there a corelation between time as we know and love as we know it or am i just thinking way too much, probably the latter but you know what, whats a life if you dont ask questions?i had a great teacher when i wore a younger mans shoes and he always said question everything, and i most certainly agree, im gonna go now and question more stuff on my own

6:45am just walked in the from a very heavy night suns coming up was out with some friends at marlowe then the mod club KILLER place and im going at a killer pace at the moment cant see today as being very productive at all not sure sleep is in the picture just yet I LOVE ROCK N ROLL!!!!!!!! was talkin to mark ho;mes the owner of the place tonight and mark prinsloo the booking guy they want us in there soon on a saturday night happy days .

i must say the tunes the boys play there are fucking stellar do yourself a favour and get down there on a saturday night u wont regret it

ive got a peaceful easy feeling going on right now and that is the understatement of the decade by the by

right !!!!!!!!!!!!!!must call australia ok bye

today a poem

i dont know if this shoe fits,
sunflower eyes cherry lips,
take a float to the abyss,
watch out for sharks if your a fish,

colombian nose allergies,
thwarting flow with maladies,
comforts blowing on the breeze,
as the ships pass in these seas,

one dimensional smiling loud,
not just a face in the crowd,
dont say i cant cause im aloud,
keep it lost dont get it found,

lost in a place in a space in a time,
that button wont work when you want to rewind,
whats that u say no im doing fine,
its all in my mind its all in my mind.

pullie

felt really good about wednesdays show, i was involved in some extracurricular activities all that day which took a lot out of me i wasnt sure how much energy i had in the reserves , but low and behold once hitting the stage with the band behind me and feeling it i got a hhuge kick. felt really good love the new stage 2ft higher a little longer aswell, i was really impressed by round 2 soaring chorus's and sweeping melodies very cool, and i was equally impressed by shaker.

i had a lobster 4 dinner last night, mmmm mmm love a lobster, my friend treated me love it when that happens, dont have any plans 4 the weekend which is fine my weekdays have been pretty hectic if you know what i mean, plan on getting another track recorded for my four track project the track im working on is called sunflower eyes, i plan to have a very basic website up soon that will have the songs on as they are created, sort of a folloow as it goes website. i have many ideas at the moment, 2or 3 new song ideas ive been working on for the band, that we are starting to hash out and we are very happy with, goddamn do i enjoyplaying our new song rio grande i felt it went off really well wednesday.

time to get set up 4 some home recording nothing like some good oldfashioned home recording to perk up ones friday!!!!!

"calling all cars"

this is the title of the first song on my 4 track album im happy to have one song that im proud of under my belt for this project.

structure? neccesary for ones personal constitution!

live at the hollywood bowl the monty python video silly walk to the video store right now and pick it up!

i have been so lazy lately must move more. rehearsal tonight, got to go right now to make it on time

bub eye

great jam last night we have a pretty cool new song thats gonna hit the stage at lees next week, and i for one am pumped about it, good energy takes you on a ride the songs tentatively called "rio grande"in other news i now have a dog for three weeks my moms going to visit my brother in mexico so me and my roommate fletch are dog sitting, she was pretty scared i think in the car ride down, she must of been thinking where the fuck are you taking me, she cried i tried to console her shes gonna be just fine good thing is fletch loves animals so this dog is gonna have a great little vacation full of love and attention, not to say that i dont but hes a fanatic.

im off to my friends studio to work on yet another side project called ochmonic cool stuff we are working on a website for it as we speak, its a good creative environment things usually just come together nicely just let the words flow, stream of consciousness stuff taps what ever you are feeling thinking seeing, ok got to eat some lunch

right so the show was pretty good was not totally impressed by my or our performance overall, but thats the way it goes sometimes and sometimes it goes the other way, i was pretty stoked about the crowd though it was pretty big, i think we made a mistake with our set list we added a last second song i believe in the sixth position which knocked the flow a bit out of whack. learning thats what lifes all about you never stop, so we will build from there.my four tracking project resumes today ive been a bit lazy lately, but my mind has been swirling with ideas that ive managed to hold onto.

60 takes at the studio for the vocal track of a new song called doesnt matter and still im not happy,i was dizzy at the end of that not enough oxygen to the brain, feels like spring today, actually reminds me of my time in scotland when i went outside the air was very similar to the air i remembered from then you know what i mean just the way the wind blows and the sky moves its amazing to me what triggers memories and familiarites that bring oneself right to a place or time or a feeling, songs do this to.

many pints post studio last night, i was at my favourite pub the duchess of markham, oh yeah so check this out i was there last week and they had these super bowl squares for sale for a fiver so i bought one i walked in there at about ten last night and was told that i won krieky happy days 200 bones thanks very much made my day, being a poor man this was very exciting to me, unfortunately i missed janet jacksons boob at the half time show i like boobs who doesnt?

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